I have stuff going on in my head today. It's like my mind won't stop running and turning and going over things. I have been thinking about Ashlyn a lot today. She will be 14 in Aug. she is rapidly turning into a young lady. Mother Nature has not visited her yet but it's been on my mind a lot the past couple hours. I feel like in my mind that the dam will brake soon and I also feel like a clock is ticking for some reason and when the alarm goes off major continental shifts will take place. I feel like I am on the crux of something and one more flippen inch will be where the sidewalk ends or takes a drastic turn right into unknown territory. This anticipation and giddiness is driving me nuts. Maybe all of this is something happening to my body? My cycles have been a week early for months upon months and one of the months it was 6 weeks late. I am documenting it all. If all I am feeling is me and only me maybe and I am in premenopause. I am burning up today and its only 86 outside and cloudy. No AC but we really don't need it yet. Its Fathers Day today and we really aren't celebrating it much just doing things around the house. SLOWLY since I am so flippin hot. I think I will relax and just noodle around Facebook and play some games maybe watch a movie. HAVE A GOOD DAY ALL.
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